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I am stressed

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So, I didn't get the internship at the Art Museum. But something fishy is going on - they've extended the deadline for applications until March 13th. Clearly this means they haven't found exactly what they are looking for in an intern. I spoke to my professor who gave me a recommendation for this position, and she encouraged me to reapply. 

One of my issues with my application was that I wasn't aware I needed to bring my portfolio to the interview. I had to run home and grab things haphazardly to show her. As a result of being so unprepared, I wasn't able to show all of my best, most pertinent work. Reapplying would give me the chance to show them the best of me. It would also show how proactive and dedicated I am. That's a tactic that works for some people - if you want a position bad enough, keep bothering them about it until they give you a chance.

It's not even that I want this particular internship that badly. I just want something. I don't want to get to my final semester and have nothing to show on my resume for work experience and look like a total loser. And I feel like I'm running out of time. I just have one more year left.

This brings me to my other issue. I've missed a lot of opportunities to apply for internships because of my stressful course load. My university recommends you only take 2 advanced studio courses at a time, 3 max, but I'm currently in 4, plus an advanced honors class. That's just how it worked out because I switched majors my first year. Most of the classes I took were electives, so they still count for my new major, but now I've run out of electives to take. All that's left is my advanced studio classes. And taking them all at once rather than spreading them out with electives mixed in is NOT a good idea.

I'm not able to put forth my best effort in any of my classes because of how much work I have to do. I'm not getting the most out of my education with all the stress I'm under. Not to mention my health is quickly deteriorating. Clearly I can't do this again for two more semesters. So my professor recommended that I slow down, spread out my classes and take another semester or two instead of trying to cram it all in.

I know my parents won't like this idea because my scholarships will run out after my 4th year and I'll be paying full price for my classes. But I think this sounds like the best thing I could do. Putting off my graduation would give me more time to work on things like building a great portfolio and applying for things. These are things I absolutely need to be doing that I am currently unable to do. Plus, I'm only 20, it's not like I'm in a big hurry to graduate. Taking an extra year would put me at the same age as the rest of my peers.

I'll be speaking with my parents and academic adviser about these issues. Spring break is coming up and I was looking forward to having time to breathe, but now it sounds like I'll be doing a lot of work. I have plenty of class projects to work on, a portfolio to build, and my reapplication at the art museum. I'll also be working 9-6:30 at my part time job for several days during the break. I'll be getting 3 full days off, which will probably be focused mostly on tackling those projects. So yeah, not much of a break.

I think I've talked enough so I'll end this here. Good luck to whatever hardships you guys are going through too.
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This will be a countdown of your top favorite Pokemon by generation. There are so many to choose from, can you narrow them down to five? Feel free to give a simple list, or something with a bit more explanation! 

Generation 1 -- Kanto Region 

#041 Zubat by Pokemon-ressources #043 Oddish by Pokemon-ressources #25 Pikachu by Pokemon-ressources #004 Charmander by Pokemon-ressources #131 Lapras by Pokemon-ressources
5. Zubat
4. Oddish
3. Pikachu
2. Charmander
1. Lapras

Generation 2 -- Johto Region
#206 Dunsparce by Pokemon-ressources #162 Furret by Pokemon-ressources #193 Yanma by Pokemon-ressources #152 Chikorita by Pokemon-ressources #171 Lanturn by Pokemon-ressources
5. Dunsparce
4. Furret
3. Yanma
2. Chikorita
1. Lanturn

Generation 3 -- Hoenn Region
#261 Poochyena by Pokemon-ressources #285 Shroomish by Pokemon-ressources #334 Altaria by Pokemon-ressources #300 Skitty by Pokemon-ressources #330 Flygon by Pokemon-ressources
5. Poochyena 
4. Shroomish
3. Altaria
2. Skitty
1. Flygon

Generation 4 -- Sinnoh Region
#458 Mantyke by Pokemon-ressources #425 Drifloon by Pokemon-ressources #447 Riolu by Pokemon-ressources #490 Manaphy by Pokemon-ressources #475 Gallade by Pokemon-ressources
5. Mantyke
4. Drifloon
3. Riolu
2. Manaphy
1. Gallade

Generation 5 -- Unova Region
#589 Escavalier by Pokemon-ressources #623 Golurk by Pokemon-ressources #563 Cofagrigus by Pokemon-ressources #579 Reuniclus by Pokemon-ressources #545 Scolipede by Pokemon-ressources
5. Escavalier
4. Golurk
3. Cofagrigus
2. Reuniclus 
1. Scolipede

Generation 6 -- Kalos Region
#679 Honedge by Pokemon-ressources #650 Chespin by Pokemon-ressources #716 Xerneas by Pokemon-ressources #704 Goomy by Pokemon-ressources
5. Honedge
4. Chespin
3. Xerneas
2. Meowstic
1. Goomy

Generation 7 -- Alola Region 
#774 Minior by Pokemon-ressources #767 Wimpod by Pokemon-ressources #742 Cutiefly by Pokemon-ressources #778 Mimikyu by Pokemon-ressources #722 Rowlet by Pokemon-ressources
5. Minior
4. Wimpod
3. Cutiefly
2. Mimikyu
1. Rowlet

Over All -- All Regions
#171 Lanturn by Pokemon-ressources #704 Goomy by Pokemon-ressources #475 Gallade by Pokemon-ressources #330 Flygon by Pokemon-ressources #722 Rowlet by Pokemon-ressources
5. Lanturn
4. Goomy
3. Gallade
2. Flygon
1. Rowlet

That was really hard! First gen was hard because I like all the Pokemon so equally. Second gen was also hard because there are just so many cool Pokemon to choose from! I thought it was interesting to note that I normally prefer the cute first stages, but in 5th gen I chose all the cool final evos~ There are so many I had to leave out D; I almost feel as if this list isn't totally accurate because there are so many more that I love! Anyway, this was fun and I encourage everyone to do it!

I was tagged by ElfSama
Original meme here: Fav PKMN by Generation Tag
Now I tag Karma-Strike TwistedToonTaylor birdmir
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RP Comfort Meme

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Taken from :iconelfsama:~!

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RP Comfort Meme

A valuable meme for any role-player!
Come display your comfort levels so your role-play partners are aware of what they can do, and of what they should avoid! A healthy relationship between role-play partners is the key to a good time!
While this meme shows the basics, please remember to communicate with your role-play partners!


Role Play Basics

Locations
I am comfortable doing:
- Comment 
- Chats
- Notes
- Forum
- Skype
- Google Docs
- Other 

Participants
I am comfortable with:
- One on one role plays.
- Up to three people.
- Up to four people.
- Five or more people!
- As big as possible! (Events only)

Post Length
I usually write about:
- One or two sentences.
- One or two paragraphs.
- Two to five paragraphs.
- More than five paragraphs.
- A few pages worth.

I am comfortable role-playing with people who write:
- One or two sentences. (For chat RPs only)
- One or two paragraphs.
- Two to five paragraphs.
- More than five paragraphs.
- A few pages worth.

Role-play Requests
I like getting requests from:
- Anyone and everyone at any time!
- When I ask for role-plays.
- From friends and acquaintances.
- From friends only. 


Romantic Relationships
** Important: Communication is the key to a real life relationship, it shouldn't be abandoned for a fictional on either! Be sure to talk to your partners when considering romance!

Shipping
I am comfortable shipping my characters:
- Never. 
- Our character know each other deeply.
- Our character know each other deeply, and I know I can trust the role-player.
- At the first sign of flirting!
- Only if the role-player and I plan it.
- It depends on the character.

If you want to ship with my characters:
- Talk to me about it from the start.
- Talk to me about it once our characters know each other.
- Talk to me about it once they both have some feelings for each other.
- Talk to me about it when they finally decide that want to go beyond hugging.

Speed
When shipping my characters, I like the romance to happen:
- Swift as lightening! 
- Fast, but not super fast.
- Happens in about three months.
- Slow and steady wins the race.
- Slugs know what's up!
- My relationships know no speed. They happen if they happen.

Smut
When my characters gets intimate, I prefer:
- To skip the act entirely. 
- To write the build up, but skip the act.
- To write the act only if it is very special, but otherwise skip it.
- To write the act all the way through.

Romantic Artwork
When it comes to artwork depicting our relationship please:
- Do not post it at all without talking to me.
- Post it if it is cuddles and hugs.
- Post it if it is kisses.
- Post it if it is much more.
- Do not post it at all if it depicts sexual acts!
- Do not post it where I can see it, but draw what you like!


Dramatics
** Important: Always be sure to communicate with your partner individually if you think you are about to go outside their comfort zones even just the slightest bit!!

Violence
When it comes to violent situations, I am comfortable with:
- No violence at all!
- I'm fine with verbal arguments!
- Some violence, like a paper cut, or an accidental elbow to the face.
- Mild violence, such as punching, kicking, hair pulling.
- Violence, such as stabbings.
- Beyond violence, such as torture and more.

If you are going to do something violent, please:
- Don't do it at all.
- Talk to me about it first.
- Surprise me!

Dramatic Artwork
- Do not post any dramatic scenes that that happened between our characters.
- Talk to me about it before posting!
- Post what you like!  
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:icondianamond: :icontwistedtoontaylor: :iconwatermelonmudkip:

RULES:

-Use a Random Number Generator@ to select your answers.
-Tag your rivals.
-Have fun during your adventure!

You started your Pokémon journey:

1)         At age 10.
2)         At age 15.
3)         After finishing high school.
4)         After finishing college.
5)         As far back as you can remember; You grew up in the wilds with Pokémon.
6)         No idea; You suffered an accident that erased your previous memory.

Sweet I'm a feral Pokemon child

The weather was:
1)         Sunny.
2)         Sunny with some clouds.
3)         Cloudy
4)         Rainy.
5)         Snowy.
6)         A natural disaster.

I'm a tough kid, I got this

You started your journey because:
1)         You want to be the very best.
2)         You want to catch ‘em all.
3)         You want to be a master coordinator.
4)         You want to meet many people.
5)         You want to discover new Pokémon.
6)         You want to explore lost places.



Your starter Pokémon is:
1)         SHINY BONUS (use randompokemon.com/ )
2-6)     (use randompokemon.com/ )

Vivillon-meadow by CreepyJellyfish


A butterfly! :D Seems fitting I would start with a fully evolved Pokemon since I grew up in the wild. I probably raised it all the way from a Scatterbug~ I'll call her Freesia~

In the beginning, your starter:
1)         Was practically your twin.
2)         Became your friend immediately.
3)         Liked you.
4)         Was wary of you.
5)         Disliked you greatly.
6)         Tried to kill you.



The first great obstacle of your journey was:
1)         A rival battle.
2)         A treacherous route.
3)         A wild Pokémon attack.
4)         A Pokémon gym.
5)         A battle with a criminal team member.
6)         A sapling.



At this obstacle, the two of you:
1)         Triumphed with little resistance.
2)         Achieved victory, though it was tough.
3)         Won, but just barely.
4)         Tied with the opposition.
5)         Lost, though you put up a good fight.
6)         Failed miserably.

Aww shucks. Guess my butterfly and I aren't as strong as I thought.

The second Pokémon you caught is:
1)         SHINY BONUS (use randompokemon.com/ )
2-6)     (use randompokemon.com/ )

Magmortar by pokemon3dsprites

NOW WHO WANTS TO PICK A FIGHT WITH ME. SAY HELLO TO BRUTUS

Your starter and second Pokémon:
1)         Love each other dearly.
2)         Are good friends.
3)         Get along well enough.
4)         Don’t seem to like each other.
5)         Ignore each other.
6)         Are constantly at each other’s throats.

Hmm... Wonder why... >v>;

When the sun begins to set, you:
1)         Set up camp immediately.
2)         Make a fire. You need nothing else.
3)         Only stop to sleep when it becomes too dark to continue.
4)         Keep walking. A lack of sun makes no difference to you.
5)         Break into a run, hoping to find shelter before nightfall.
6)         Pick up camp. You only travel at night.

When I have Ducky McLavahands here with me? I'm not concerned X'D

You pass through civilization:
1)         Often enough to keep your electronics charged.
2)         At least once a week.
3)         If it happens to be on your way.
4)         Occasionally, but only for supplies.
5)         Rarely, and only on the outskirts.
6)         Never.



Your third Pokémon is:
1)         SHINY BONUS (use randompokemon.com/ )
2-6)     (use randompokemon.com/ )

Blastoise Sprite. Generation VI by The-National-Pokedex

I'm starting to see a pattern here 8D Meet Rocky

The three Pokémon on your team:
1)         Work together flawlessly.
2)         Cooperate well, but could use some work.
3)         Have moments of synergy, though not often.
4)         Try their best, yet are on completely different beats.
5)         Constantly work against each other.
6)         Blame you for their horrible collaboration.

Glad to see we're all getting along now! ovob

When the going gets tough:
1)         Your team pulls through every time.
2)         Your starter carries the weight.
3)         You come up with a brilliant solution.
4)         You win by hax.
5)         You win by dumb luck.
6)         You get going the opposite direction.

Meowth that's right!

Two evolutions have occurred by this point:
1)         Starter and 2 evolve.
2)         2 and 3 evolve.
3)         3 and starter evolve.
4)         Starter evolves twice
5)         2 evolves twice.
6)         3 evolves twice.

No they haven't my team is already fully evolved 0w0;

Over time, you find you work best with and mostly train:
1)         Grass, Bug, and Poison types.
2)         Water, Ice, and Flying types.
3)         Fire, Electric, and Fighting types.
4)         Ground, Rock, and Steel types.
5)         Dark, Ghost, and Psychic types.
6)         Normal, Dragon, and Fairy types

Hey, I can live with that~

Your fourth Pokémon (type #1) is:
1)         SHINY BONUS (use randompokemon.com/ )
2-6)     (use randompokemon.com/ )

Flareon by XandYsprites

:3c Ignis~

Your fifth Pokémon (type #2) is:
1)         SHINY BONUS (use randompokemon.com/ )
2-6)     (use randompokemon.com/ )

Chinchou by pokemon3dsprites

Yay! Lanturn is one of my fav Pokemon, so Chinchou is okay by me~ Her name is Lumina!

Your sixth Pokémon (type #3) is:
1)         SHINY BONUS (use randompokemon.com/ )
2-6)     (use randompokemon.com/ )

Chesnaught Animated by GeminiTheAlchemist

AWWWWW YISSSS!! I loooooove shiny Chesnaught! His name shall be Huckleberry!

You are offered a trade, and it’s up to you to take it or leave it:
1)         SHINY BONUS (use randompokemon.com/ )
2-6)     (use randompokemon.com/ )

Combusken by pokemon3dsprites

No way Jose. It may be two of my preferred types for this journey but I like my team the way it is.

Another evolution occurs:
1)         Starter evolves.
2)         2 evolves.
3)         3 evolves.
4)         4 evolves.
5)         5 evolves.
6)         6 evolves.

Mmm.. Nope.

Your team:
1)         Is your family.
2)         Gets jealous whenever you interact with other trainers.
3)         Would protect you from anything.
4)         Is loyal to you, but mostly aloof.
5)         At least tolerates each of their differences by this point.
6)         Is a pretty much a big, chaotic mess.

Haha aww, that's adorable >v< I just hope they don't take out their jealousy with violence 8'D

You travel mostly by:
1)         Well-worn footpath.
2)         Overgrown trail.
3)         Water
4)         Air.
5)         Cave.
6)         Wilderness.

Riding on the back of Rocky the Blastoise, no doubt! Cool beans!

Another evolution occurs:
1)         Starter evolves.
2)         2 evolves.
3)         3 evovles.
4)         4 evolves.
5)         5 evolves.
6)         6 evolves.

Mega Blastoise Sprite. Generation VI by The-National-Pokedex

Does that mean Rocky mega-evolves? O:

Your journey takes you:
1)         Not far from home.
2)         Across the region.
3)         To another region.
4)         Across many regions.
5)         Around the world.
6)         To places unknown.

Eh. Home is a good place to be I guess.

The strongest Pokémon you faced in battle on your journey was:
1)         SHINY BONUS (use randompokemon.com/ )
2-6)     (use randompokemon.com/ )

Ninjask by pokemon3dsprites

Dat Speed Boost.. 0v0;

Another evolution occurs:
1)         Starter evolves.
2)         2 evolves.
3)         3 evolves.
4)         4 evolves.
5)         5 evolves.
6)         6 evolves.

Wrong again 8'D Flareon doesn't evolve~

The event with the greatest impact on you was:
1)         Becoming a Pokémon Champion.
2)         The grand evolution of a team member in a dire moment.
3)         Finding a hidden landmark of great beauty.
4)         Encountering a legendary Pokémon.
5)         Having an out-of-body experience in a haunted building.
6)         Discovering you’re a child of Mew.

I HOPE IT WAS LUMINA, THE ONLY ONE OF MY TEAM NOT YET FULLY EVOLVED :I Either that or it was Rocky mega-evolving..

The hardest trial you ever faced was:
1)         Fighting your rival to become Champion.
2)         Realizing just how much you have to walk and still sticking out this whole journey thing.
3)         Being lost for weeks.
4)         Assisting in taking down a criminal organization.
5)         Losing a Pokémon.
6)         Realizing there are way too many Pokémon to ever catch ‘em all.

Oh, I see why I stuck to travel by water now.. XD

Your starter:
1)         Is your strongest Pokémon and best friend.
2)         Is your good friend, but far from the strongest.
3)         Is your strongest Pokémon, but emotionally distant.
4)         Is about the same as the rest of your team.
5)         Stayed behind some point during your journey.
6)         Is deceased.

Apparently I didn't travel far from home so I'll still get to see dear Freesia sometimes~

And you are now:
1)         Gambling all the money you’ve earned in the Celadon Game Corner.
2)         Hidden away at the top of Mt. Silver for an indefinite amount of time.
3)         Exploring the many islands littered in the oceans surrounding Hoenn.
4)         Lost in the Distortion World after a mishap in the ruins at Mt. Coronet.
5)         Trolling inexperienced trainers in the Driftveil World Tournament.
6)         Reflecting on past decisions beside the monument of Geosenge Town.

Hey, that worked out perfectly! I get to keep surfing around on my Mega Blastoise~

FINAL TEAM:
 Brutus the Magmortar
Mega Blastoise Sprite. Generation VI by The-National-Pokedex Rocky the Mega Blastoise
 Ignis the Flareon
 Lumina the Chinchou
 Huckleberry the shiny Chesnaught

 (My starter, Freesia the Vivillon stayed behind at some point during the journey)


And now, I tag no one because everyone seems to have already done this meme. ^u^~
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I was tagged by both :icongoaterz: and :iconwatermelonmudkip: for Chase so that means I should do double the facts right? haha NOPE
also I'm not tagging anyone sorry. blep

HPM: Chase - Trading Card by Captain-Coffee
Dats mai boi Chase

1. Chase has small feet. He wears a women's size 8.

2. Chase took violin lessons for a number of years as a child. Every once in a while he picks it up again to keep from getting too rusty but he never got into it that much.

3. Chase has a younger sister! The two have a considerable age gap of 12 years. His mother left her job to be a stay at home mother when she had her second child, whereas Chase was primarily raised by his grandparents due to his parents working all the time, so her childhood is much different than his was. Because of the large age difference, Chase was never able to spend a lot of time with her; he was busy with high school, activities, studies, etc. and eventually moved out, leaving his family behind. He loves her dearly and wishes to be a knightly big brother~ She used to be infatuated with his chivalric charm but as she gets older she starts to find it annoying and dumb :'D orz poor Chase.

4. More on family stuff; Chase's great grandfather Samurott was a sailor who spent most of his life at sea. Chase seems to have inherited some of his affinity for the ocean, living on an island chain and spending so much time in the water with his beloved Saoirse! (I haven't completely fleshed out all of his family's names/totems yet but I plan to do so eventually and come up with his family tree.)

5. Chase is panromantic/demisexual. When I was creating him it seemed obvious that he would only be attracted to the ladies, being so traditional and knightly, but I realized that with his ability to see aura, it made sense that gender wouldn't really be a factor for him since he can literally see into your soul >v>

6. On the subject of aura, a person's aura usually manifests as both a color and another sense. While he can see the color of anyone's aura, it usually isn't until he gets to know someone a little better that it starts to present as some other feeling, such as a sound or smell. For example, someone might have a red aura that sounds like rushing water, or a yellow aura smells like peppermint.

7. Touching his aura feeler thingers is bad news. It creates a gateway to the other person's aura and overwhelms him with their emotions, which is very distressing for him and causes him a lot of pain. One time a woman on a bus accidentally bumped him. She was just at her father's funeral, and the raw memories and emotion that flooded in caused him to break down. He avoids close physical contact because of this.

8. His aura powers are such a complex topic lol so have another aura fact: Chase can't project his own aura yet, so he's never seen it, but its orange! He used to practice every day, to no avail, but it burns him out so he had to stop practicing so much when he became a rancher. Maybe when he evolves he'll finally be able to.
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